Life Like A Freakshow As A Rebel

My weekend

2009-05-11T17:53:00.003+03:00

I just had one of the most boring weekends of my life... There were some good moments of it perhaps but as a whole, it was a failure :) So here's what I did;

On friday I went outside with a bunch of friends and it was okay. Nothing so special about it apparently.

On saturday I was in Fenerbahçe with my father and my baby brother. It wasn't a blast either. We just had a drink and chattered a bit then went home.

I spent the whole of sunday at home. It was darn boring. However at night I got even more bored as I still had to write 2 essays. When I was done with them both, I was happy to see the results. My Essay on Obama turned out to be a great essay! I'm so glad I chose that topic :D

Well I guess that's all I have to say. Bye ^^

Essays

2009-05-09T15:28:00.003+03:00

I need to write 2 essays and make an outline for an essay over the weekend. Dude, I should get a life. Though it's not like I'm gonna do it for fun. The essays are actually stupid HW given by my literature teacher who apparently enjoys seeing me in pain. Even though I'm pretty good at writing, I really don't want to spend my weekend doing something I'm not interested in even the slightest bit... Oh well, I reckon if I start tonight, I'll be able to finish tomorrow and send it to her e-mail account on monday.

So, do you guys like writing? I personally am not a big fan of writing classes. Surely, it's very important but it just doesn't feel right to force students into writing boring essays and threathening them with the grades. That is pure evil. Evil I tell you!

Nevertheless I like the teacher. She's so cute with her asian figure. Besides, she says I should become a writer in the future. That's pretty much what I'll do. I'll become a manga-ka. Close enough :)

deviantART

2009-05-09T15:22:00.002+03:00

I finally decided to update my deviantART account which I had neglected for a long while. I'm still not done with it so I won't give you a link just yet. Anyways, while I was browsing the site, I realised I have such lovely pieces of art in my favourites list. Here's one awesome piece of art :)

I have this thing for anime characters!?

2009-05-07T22:01:00.011+03:00

Okay guys, I think I have serious issues. I have just realised that I have a HUGE thing going on for anime characters. WTF!?
I don't know what I find so attractive in them but it appears that I do find something. I'm so overly obsessed with certain dudes that it would much likely drive you nuts if you knew me IRL.
Just because I feel generous, I'm going to share a rare collection of hot anime guys with you!

I have hundreds more but that's all I'm willing to share with you people -_-"
See y'all later!

Long time no see

2009-05-07T21:46:00.003+03:00

Well, I haven't made a single blog entry for about 3 months! That sure is reasonable though if you consider I have oodles of school work to do. Besides, I have so meany accounts all around the world wide web and it's kind of hard to update them all at a row ;) I'm trying though, I really am. However my deviantART account is the priority for me as I have selected manga-ka as my future job. I'm still working on the characters of my upcoming manga. It's really hard, you know! I would've never expected it to be so challenging to actually make a manga book of my own. It appears that it certainly is :)
I don't think that anyone except a couple of bored people actually read my blog but I'm still grateful. In addition, I post on my blog just to decharge. It is working, too! So, I don't know if you are interested in me but I know I'd like to hear about YOU. Only if you dould drop your msn or any other contact info, I'd just LOVE to communicate with you ;)
One last thing, I'll update my blog soon. Really soon, just stay tuned. I'm gonna be back both on Blogger AND deviantART. Oh, and I'm back on myspace as well. Though the best way to contact me is either msn or facebook...

A Little Questionnaire

2008-11-18T21:27:00.000+02:00

Category: Beauty

Are you tanned? Ew no.
Do you use Proactive? Nope.
Do you wear make up daily? Yes. Just eyeliner in weekdays though.
Do you own Chanel perfume? Um no. Should I?
Do you use tanning beds? Lmao no way!
Do you use MAC make up? Nope.
Do you use other make up products? Ja.

Category: Friends

Is a best friend a promise or a label? Hmm I’m not sure. Both I suppose…
Do you have more than one best friend? Yes.
Do you have too many friends to name? Well kind of.
Do you hang out with friends everyday? Yes.
Do you have pictures of your friends on your walls? Not atm but I used to.
Do you call more than 2 of your friends regularly? Yepperz
Are your best friends girls? Some yes but almost all my close friends are guys.

Category: Fashion/Style

Do you own a designer handbag? No and I don’t need it. I feel more comfortable and free with cheap bags.
Do you own something from Lacoste? Heck no!
Do you wear leggings? Mmmm yesh.
What is the only colour you will never wear? I wear every color, actually
Do you get tips from magazines? Lol no I’m not a fashion slave.
Do people copy your style? Ugh yes and it’s annoying!
Do you wear sweats a lot? Hmm yeah I guess so…

Category: TV/Movie

Are you a movie freak? Not really.
Have you seen over 30 movies in the past 2 months? Lol no but I’d have liked to.
Do you have a show that you must watch? No I loathe TV
Have you ever seen an episode of Grey's Anatomy? Yes my mom digs it
Is your favourite movie Finding Nemo? Umm NO!
Do you like classic movies? Yes, a lot!
Do you watch more than 30 hours of TV a week? I already told you I’m a TV hater
Do you own over 100 DVDs? No but I wish I did.
Is Law and Order one of your favourite shows? No.

Category: Sports

Do you like sports? Not playing them but watching is alright.
Do you play sports year round? Nope.
Do you like to watch boys sports? Well only baseball and basketball if you consider them as “boys sports”.
Do you love the Minnesota twins? WTF
Is soccer cool? NO
Do you swim? Yes but I’m not a pro.
Do you like to run? Yeah a bit.
Is volleyball the best sport? Volleyball=shit

Category: Music

Do you like all types of music? I don’t like listening to all of them but respect them all
Do you hate rap? Hate is a strong word, let’s say I don’t like it much.
Have you been to more than 5 concerts? Yes.
Have you ever been to a concert? Yes.
Do you like Panic At The Disco? I ADORE PATD!

Category: Family

Are you an only child? Nope :(
Do you like your living arrangement? WTF
Do your grandparents spoil you? No.
Do you have a lot of cousins? ,Heck yeah!
Do you love your family? I love my friends more.
Do you have half/step brothers/sisters? Yes. I have a step bro and he’s the only sibling I have.

Category: Appearance

Are you tall? Nope :(
Do you wish you were taller? Well yeah a few more cms would be cool
Is your shoe size 8? No! HA! lol
Are you comfortable with your appearance? Mostly, yes…
Are your eyes blue? No
Is your hair brown? Light Brown… yeah…
Are you wearing jeans at the moment? No, PJS!
Have you been called pretty before? Yes many times but I don’t think I’m pretty.

Category: Your Firsts

Real best friend: Eda
School: Private Işık Primary school
Funeral: None yet
Pet: Tali (the cat)
Vacation: Paris
Fight: None. Well some little ones but they’re not fight really…
Celebrity crush: Lmao! Jeremy Sumpter

Category: Your Lasts

Hug: I forget
Car ride: School bus :)
Cry: 2 weeks ago
Movie: James Bond: Quantum of Solace
Food: A slice of cake
Item bought: Umm… Cheeseburgers
Call: Eda
Thing touched: ROFL! The keyboard
Person you saw: My mom
Drink: Milk
Heartbreak: :’( I don’t wanna remember
You were happy: Today
Have you ever dated someone twice? Nope
Have you ever been cheated on? Idk
Have you ever kissed someone and regreted it? No.
Have you ever fallen in love? Yes :3
Have you ever lost someone? Yes :(
Have you ever been depressed? Too many times
List 4 things you can't live without: 1.My friends, 2.My crush, 3.My personality, 4.Freedom

List 3 favorite foods:

1. Chicken Fajitas
2. Mantı (Turkish food)
3. Noodles

List 2 things you're really looking forward to:

1. The day I get a love confession (lol that’s lame)
2. My graduation

List 1 thing you regret:

1. Getting my hair cut REALLY short 2 years ago.

Have you ever:

Laughed until you cried? Bwahaha yeah!
Met someone who changed your life? Yepperz
Found out who your true friends were? Mhm

Randoms:

Do you believe in love at first sight? Yes. Since it’s all about hormones, everything is possible :)
What kind of shirt are you wearing? Orange with Tigger on and a couple of slowflakes, too
How many kids do you want to have? Lol I’m not sure. Either 2 or 1.
Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yes most of the time
Do you want to change your name? Not really…
What do you want for your birthday? Hmm… Some cool clothes!
What time did you wake up today? 06:35 am
What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping?
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? The country I live in(i love being Turkish but I’d like to move to London)
Which hand do you like better? Right!
What are you listening to right now? My Chemical Romance’s album : Welcome to the Black Parade
Have you ever donated money to a good cause? Mhm sure I have.
Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? Yes and I got what I deserved fort hat.
What's getting on your nerves right now? Jonathan who’s being a huge retard+jerk
Most visited website? Facebook, gaiaonline.
Coke or Pepsi? Neither. They both suck. Coke=shit
Do you have a crush? YES!!!
Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? Nope :(
Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? Psh yeah.
Do you think there's some models/people out there that should gain a couple pounds? Well maybe yes.. lol idk!

So Busy

2008-11-15T10:00:00.001+02:00

I have so many things to do today but I guess I can type out some little here. I'm trying to finish my HW right now (a presentation actually) It's about sarcasm in case you were wondering... At 14:00 I'll be at my friend's birthday party which I am so not looking forward to due to the place he's having the party at. Oh well, he's a close friend of mine so I suppose I'll have to stop complanining and get over it. Uh oh I have to go now. HW awaits!

Wow I'm really tired and also sort of amazed

2008-11-15T00:06:00.001+02:00

Today was fairly ordinary. Nothing really special happened. But when I got home I realized I had totally forgotten about the weekend plans I had made. I was supposed to go watch High School Musical 3 with my best friend, Eda, and not ake any sarcastic comments or sleep during the show.
I thought it was a quite hard thing to do but when I actually started watching, I realized that HSM 3 is a very successfull movie! I have always hated HSM 1 &2 however, the last one is totally different. The choreography and the songs were unexpectedly good and I pretty much enjoyed the show. Eventhough I sitll think HSM 1 and 2 sucks eggs, I agree with Eda on the fact that the third one is a huge win!!
So if you've never considered seeing it, I recommend you to check it out before it's too late (that didn't make sense at all :D )

My Frist Blog Post

2008-11-11T21:43:00.000+02:00

Hey there, people!
This is Selin typing out random stuff in her room, a teenage girl with a life just as supposedly simple as yours. I like loads of things though I hate a massive amount as well. I'm a pretty creative and talented 14 year-old girl. I live in Istanbul, Turkey but I'm looking forward to my college years in London. Eventhough I have many friends I prefer hanging out with a very limited friend group. I'm a very intellectual person (cultured too) though I might not show it sometimes. I like to make sarcastic comments as well as criticising (sp?) others (and that's my bad habit i suppose). I'm not keen on sports but I'm very good at art. My hobbies are drawing, photography, singing, listening to music (rock), reading (teenage vampire romance is really cool. and yes, I have read Twilight and hated Bella Swan), poetry, playing PS3, chatting online and lots of other stuff... Now that I've mentioned music, It's time I tell you I LOVE music deeply. It's a fixture in my constantly changing life and I believe it will never stop being my passion. I listen to rock( yes, all of the sub-genres) and a little amount of jazz and classical. I HATE High School Musical and believe it's the worst Disney movie ever. I like The Nightmare Before Christmas and all other Tim Burton movies. I'm an atheist and no, I don't prefer discussing my religious views at the moment because most of the time the argument turns out to be very insolent... 'm not fond of labeling and stereotyping which means I don't want you guys to label me! I'm not emo, scene, gothic, punk or whatever you call it! Besides emo, punk and goth are just music genres(they're my favorite genres though) so don't go all "I'm oh so emo I even wear tight jeans and cut myself" okay? It just makes you look stupid (not that how you look matters but still, DON'T be stupid) Anyways, I derive pleasure from touching people (no, not -touching- them. innocent things like hugging, kissing etc.) I usually come up with random hugs and other weird things so I'm fairly odd for many. I am also crushing on these 4 guys. I can't decide which one I really like and stuff so as you can guess I'll be posting blog entries mostly about them :) I'll also put some photos of me al least every month so you can check them out if you wish, too...
Well, that's all for now folks! See youl later!